servanthood

I’ve never considered myself a good candidate for ministry because, let’s be honest, ministry requires….(cue the┬ádreaded,┬áominous crescendo)…A servant’s┬áheart.And I have a -┬áoh,┬áhow shall I say this? Not a servantΓÇÖs heart.In fact, the┬áphrase kind of┬ágives me the creeps.Why?